MISCHA BAKA

Sunday, October 28, 2018

Building a studio with Mehow.

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Building a studio with Mehow.
(Studio Build Mischa Baka)

Mehow was evicted from an old primary school. The school had accommodated his creative practice, a small arts community and a beautiful creative chaos for about seven years. My brother had recently constructed a kit office in his back garden. I was feeling the anxiety of never having a home I could call my own and always paying rent. So I said, ‘lets build a studio in your back yard! From scratch.’ I was thinking the process would offer a sense of security in knowing that at least I could build a structure, if not own a home.

I loved that Mehow was open to such an idea. It would still cost a lot to buy the raw materials, and we would be taking a risk in assuming we can do it all ourselves. I love that Mehow is prepared to take such a risk. I think this is why we have always been friends; a sense of possibility has always existed between us.

I learnt how to use Sketch Up. I used Australian web sites to find the standards for a timber build, found the pieces on the Bunnings website, put the dimensions in Sketch up and placed them together into a structure.

I showed this to Mehow, he liked what he saw. I would come back to Sydney in two months and we would build it.

I came back to Sydney and had not put all the changes into the design, I had been discussing them with Mehow as more restrictions and council policies become clear.

We went to Bunnings with a laptop and showed our design to a trade specialist. He was very nice, and basically redesigned my design in his head and then walked around Bunnings putting together an order for all the things we would need. This included timber, tools, safety gear. It came to about $4000 and it was only the start, mostly what we needed to build the floor base. And now the design was mostly in hour heads, having changed it in conversation with this guy. We were keen to do it, so we just went with it. It was a tiring shopping trip though, it went on forever. By the end I was exhausted.

The build began.

Mehow had an old friend help us level the first bearing in the timber floor. His name is Paul. He knew what to do and we gladly listened. We made a square frame form the outer bearers, then chocked them up to level, we used some steaks to hold it in place, attached stirrups, then lastly, concreted the stirrups in place.

This was all made much easier by having pre dug holes, made by a guy earlier who came in with his little digger.

First sense of accomplishment.

That moment when the concrete dries and timber frame feels solid and anchored to the earth. A kick to a timber sends a vibration down its length that says, I’m here, this is my spot, and I’m part of the place now. It’s very satisfying and unlike any feeling I’ve had before, you feel a sense of a place becoming. People look at a building and it has permanence, and in this moment that permanence arrived. Being anchored to the ground connects the timber to place and time in a way that is more than human, it is solid, it is now of that place and must weather the time of that place.

I would love to make a film with construction as part of the central story. I think people find a lot of enjoyment from watching something being created. The tactile practical process that shows how it’s done, how it comes together. I think the human brain loves that feeling of , ‘ Oh, yes, this is how the world works, this is what happens when that material is mixed with that material in that way.”
It’s god like.

I remember this thrill when I made dolls. I remember buying all the raw materials; silicon, plasticine, plaster and chemicals. All in white nondescript industrial packaging. I loved how abstract it was. I loved that the materials meant nothing to an outside eye. But that soon these materials would be brought together in such a way that a little personality would emerge, a small doll. I love that feeling of the materials being abstract, useless by themselves, strange to an outsider, and yet intent, purpose, meaning, hidden within them. It’s the only type of consumerism that excites me.

One of the glowing dolls with Rachel


Mehows friend Majid has been helping, he is knowledgeable and great to work with.

Other moments while building that I like

Shuffling around drilling holes into the timber bearers we would accidently knock some clay bits into a watery hole, it would sound like poo dropping into water and we couldn’t help but laugh at the familiar sound. We made sounds of relief in response.

Drilling screws into the timber bearers with Majid. It’s like a little dance. One holding the two bits of wood together, the other aligning the driver and screwing the screw in. We were alternating between two types of screw with different heads, so there would be a little process of passing one bit to the other person while swapping it out. Also preparing a screw for the other to drive in.
Sometimes from Majid’s perspective above a beam he could see my intended alignment for a screw was a bit off. He would take my hand and reposition the screw, a simple adjustment that felt like a little duet, strangely intimate. And strangely physical in how we each navigate the structure, the mud, and each other with our bodies trying to get the best position to do something; drive a screw, or place a stirrup.

Mehow was very ambitious and wanted to build two studios at once side by side. It was obvious that we wouldn’t get them both built in the two and a half weeks I was available. But we did manage to build one floor, and the main frame for the other. I admire that Mehow continued on building without me and with the aid of other friends. I’ll try to come back in a month when I find the time and help with the finishing touches inside the studios.

Studio build Michal Imielski


Sunday, October 14, 2018

Reflections from Rebekah on Rehearsal

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Reflections from Rebekah on Rehearsal


Reflections from Rebekah on Rehearsal

Focused on blocking

Discovered a beautiful way to drop the audience into the beginning of the show; being present around the artwork and breathing.   

The individual has something to say, the community has something to say. 

A frozen tableaux where the voices resonate in each other because of proximity.

Self consciousness dropped away when in a cluster. 

Self conciseness arose more when individuals were alone. 

Provocations within the architecture of the building. Moving up the stairs with a feeling of tenderness. Move to the wall with a feeling of mystery. Consider where you are and where you are going. Each provocation presented stories and helped the dancers to drop in easily.  

The cast noticed that it’s easy to drop into something when surprised. 






Wednesday, October 10, 2018

Kale Dance

October 10, 2018
Kale Dance

Friday, September 28, 2018

Saltbush shoot on Location.

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Saltbush shoot on Location.


The cast filled the locations and made each space a real living world that could be traversed by the camera.

Highlights.

My work on the traveling dance films over the past months paid off with a keen sense of how to travel with the camera and allow it to be led through the space by performance and action.

A bush walk that showed a group of teenagers gossiping about another character. The subject of the gossip traversed the foreground and the background of the shot. The teenage characters looked to relish the fact that they could gossip about a person who is walking only a few meters away.

Picking out the clear conversation of the select group amongst the crowded shot, or having the group revealed and connecting the conversation to them.

The teenagers playing a game on bunk beds revealing all their secrets to each other.

Low lights

Feeling my creative instincts compromised by wrangling and managing equipment. Feeling that Siobhan was also feeling her creativity compromised by all the work being done to manage the cast, location and logistics.




Sunday, September 23, 2018

Rebekah Rehearsal

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Rebekah Rehearsal


Rebekah ran such a beautiful rehearsal with an engaging warm up from Dale. Rebekah’s direction was clear and assured. She gave her words and thoughts space to be contemplated. She gave assurance to her cast by backing her directions with a calm and present demeanour. It showed in the cast who relished her direction and explored what she was asking with boldness, bravery and full heartedness.

One of the great strengths of Rebekah’s work is how dedicated the actors become under her guidance. Watching how completely they commit to the performance is beautiful.














Saturday, September 22, 2018

Billie McCarthy Takes Up Space

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Billie McCarthy Takes Up Space

Billie McCarthy, Kate and Julia at High School/  Ms Boon art class.


I went to high school with Billie, and now I was going to her cabaret show almost two decades later. Her show is called Billie takes up space. She tells stories and sings songs that include her experiences of being identified as ‘fat’ and living in her skin. She recalls experiences from her childhood, high school and adulthood.

I recalled my own memories with Billie from high school, we would sometimes keep each other company in the school grounds, café or an occasional visit to her house.

I recall laying on the grass with Billie in the park and giving each other intimate face massages. This was the type of intimacy that was significant as a teenager. Moments like this in the park felt defining. I was at an age when small interactions such as a friendly hug, a kiss on the cheek or an intimate conversation was enough to shape your sense of self; what I could or couldn’t do as a person. Can I have that type of intimacy with another person, am I worthy.


Billie reflected on her time time in high school and how her body played into these defining moments. I remember that in a performing arts school, there was a keen sense of how beauty and charisma could define who we were and our path in life.


Billie joked about being the best friend of a beautiful, slim, goddess girl in school, and having to listen to all the boys as they confided in her about their love for that friend. But how that love never seemed to be directed her way. I confess, I couldn’t remember who this friend might have been in high school, all the girls seemed so beautiful and spectacular. It was true that Billie moved in a crowd that was particularly charming.

I remember Billie being beautiful and charming and seemingly perfectly suited to her group of friends.

Later in Billies stories she speaks of a trip to New York where she feels appreciated in a way that didn’t seem forthcoming in Australia. She received more attention from men and it was both exciting and challenging. The type of attention that is laced with the potential to turn possessive and aggressive at any moment.

This story became harrowing, and it is difficult to hear how a friend has struggled and come so close to a type of annihilation. I felt for Billie, I wanted to give her a hug. In this moment, her music and voice gave so much depth and feeling to her story.

I love Billie, her musical and dramatic skill is intrinsic, it appears to come so naturally. With this show I felt so grateful that she has managed to cultivate and maintain the magic she shares with the world, even though at times, the world has made it difficult. Her ability to open up and share her touching vulnerability is so brave and generous, and in this show we learn that it is sometimes risky and dangerous and hard to keep giving that to the world. I’m so glad she shares her magic with us.


Billie McCarthy Takes Up Space
Written and Performed by:
Billie McCarthy
Created and Performed by:
Andrew Bruce, Nick Meredith
Fringe Hub: Lithuanian Club - Ballroom
Melbourne Fringe 2018
Billie McCarthy high school /Mischa Baka
Charlotte, Natalia, Camilla, Peter, Billie McCarthy and Kate at my 16th/17th? Birthday Party Mischa Baka